"Extra's" AJ Calloway sat down in New York with adult film star Kacey Jordan, who partied with Charlie Sheen last Wednesday, and got her account of the wild evening.
"It was like a suicide binge," Jordan says, believing the "Two and a Half Men" star was intentionally harming himself. "I think he knew maybe there was a chance of him dying. He wasn't going to stop."
Jordan added she was worried about him. "I'd just never seen anybody so messed up, so self-destructive."
Reports are that Sheen wrote Jordan a $30,000 check and wanted to put her up in a mansion -- even asking if she could babysit his two older children from ex wife Denise Richards.
Jordan claimed, "He asked, 'Can you babysit? If they were to come over, could I take care of them?'" Richards responded Monday, tweeting, "No 'adult film star' will be babysitting our kids!"
Sheen is now in day three of a three-month rehab stint. Producers of "Two and a Half Men" are standing by their star, as are friends like Eric Dane and Rebecca Gayheart. "I wish him well, obviously," Dane told "Extra."