Michelle Rodriguez Opens Up on Her 'Jealousy' of Paul Walker’s Death

Actress Michelle Rodriguez made a surprising confession about Paul Walker's death in the upcoming documentary "The Reality of Truth."

Rodriguez revealed that she took the psychedelic substance ayahuasca to help her with the loss of her “Fast & Furious” co-star. She said in a clip obtained by TMZ, "I did everything I could possibly do to hide from myself. I'll tell you that my ayahuasca trip made me sad that he left me here. It wasn't a sadness that he's gone, it was more like a jealousy that he's there first.”

Michelle also discussed her dark struggles with life after Paul's death. “When I lost Paul, I went through a year of just being like an animal, like, what could I do, physically, to just get my mind off of existentialism? Get my mind off of how transient life is and how we just come here and can disappear at any moment. How could I get my mind off that?”

"The Reality of Truth" explores the relationship of spirituality and religion and will be available soon.