Why Kendall Jenner ‘Cried Endlessly for Days’ After Golden Globes 2018

Model Kendall Jenner is gracing the cover of Allure's March 2019 issue!

In the magazine, Jenner opens up about her struggles with social media and mental health.

Last year, Jenner had a “once-in-a-lifetime” opportunity to attend the Golden Globes, but social media was not kind about her acne. She admitted, “I have cried endlessly for days because of things people have said to me, and I've had to become stronger through it.”

“I definitely feel, and the things people say online are very hurtful,” Kendall went on. “You also just have to live your life and not pay attention to it. I think it can get pretty unhealthy if you really are deep in it and paying attention to it all the time. I think that that's what can really mess you up.”

Though Kendall seems to have it all, she still “has moments of panic attacks and anxiety.” She revealed, “I mean, it would wake me out of my sleep in full panic, so much so that I thought I had heart issues. I went to all these doctors 'cause I thought something was really wrong with me. I didn't know what was happening.”

Luckily for Kendall, she's found a solution… meditation, which has made a positive difference in her mental health. She stressed, “Self-care is a huge thing for me. I've really dedicated a lot of time to it in the last two years. A couple of years ago, I was working a lot — probably more than I should have, to be honest. It was really starting to mess with my mental and my physical health, and I came to the point where I was like, what am I supposed to do?”