Britney Spears Feels Like ‘Brain Damage Happened to Me a Long Time Ago’

Britney Spears is writing about her traumatic past on Instagram.

The singer shared a photo of herself horseback riding in a top that revealed her back.

She wrote, “My back… my blades… my wings… remember the movie Maleficent such an incredible movie!!!! Remember the king tried to kill her but instead a guy secretly took her wings… her wings were holy so the king couldn’t take them not one person could say they were restored and hidden locked in a secret holy stain glass church.”

Britney added, “Not that this has any relevance with me but I do find it incredibly interesting… I had a traumatic experience as some of you know at the end of my book where for 4 months I no longer had my private door and illegally was forced to not use my feet or body to go anywhere… for a person like me who understands the sacredness is god speed… it did more than hurt my body… trust me there’s ALOT I didn’t share in my book and still things at this very moment I’ve kept hidden because its incredibly painful and sad.”

The star went on to share, “I do feel the logic and mindfulness in my body as ONE was 100 percent murdered and destroyed I couldn’t dance or move for 5 months… anyways I know my post and dancing seemed silly but it made me remember how to fly.”

Drawing comparisons with Maleficent, she wrote, “I do feel like my wings were taken away and brain damage happened to me a long time ago 100 percent… I have of course moved on from that troubling time in my life and I’m blessed to be alive.”

The post comes after Spears lashed out at her ex-husband Kevin Federline multiple times on social media over his new memoir “You Thought You Knew.”

In one message she wrote, “If you really love someone then you don’t help them by humiliating them. What scared me was how serious and angry he got, people have no idea, it is way worse than anyone could imagine… the boy hates me and it is deep anger to literally say the things he is saying.”

“Extra’s” Terri Seymour recently spoke with Federline from his home in Hawaii about the book and why he’s “sounding the alarm” about concerns for his ex-wife.