Reality TV star Kate Gosselin is keeping busy, staying in shape -- and raising the kids as a single mom.
In "Extra's" interview with the mother of eight, she admitted, "I don't want to be alone. I think I'm just scared to mess things up again."
Gosselin opened up about her ex-husband, Jon, saying she "tries" to get along with him, but feels like they are "two completely different people." She probably needs someone stronger because "I don't want to be in charge anymore. I didn't like it when I was."
She does take charge of her new, toned body, however, running five miles a day, five days a week -- and she likes to listen to Lady Gaga's "Bad Romance" when she does. But between the exercising, her new TLC special, "Kate Plus 8," and being with her kids -- she hasn't had time to met anyone.
When it comes to finding the perfect man, Kate said, "Is there such a thing? I think the second time around you look for someone completely different. I think older, wiser, patient, kind. I don't want to be in charge anymore. Somebody to take care of me and my kids of course."