Troubled starlet Lindsay Lohan is breaking her silence on the weekend drama with ex-GF Samantha Ronson -- and she's describing her heartbreak over the freeze-out.
"It's absolute hell," Lohan tells Us Weekly of the weekend showdown, which included her being banned from Charlotte Ronson's party, and Sam changing the locks on her house. LiLo describes Friday, the night she was banned from Ronson's party at Chateau Marmont, as "the worst night of my life."
"I'm not a bad person and this is what happens," LiLo told the magazine, crying. "I was raised to treat people well, and I'm so tired of this drama." Clearly, she's not the only one! Lindz also admitted that she's "so alone" without Ronson by her side.
Sam isn't the only girl in Hollywood who has cut Lindsay out -- Lohan describes how on Friday night, both Nicole Richie and Drea De Matteo were rude to her at the Chateau. "I'm a f***ing 22-year-old girl who's in love," she says. "I felt like I was in 'Mean Girls,' but worse: 'Mean Girls' was a movie."
Despite her pain, Lindsay says she's okay -- and denies reports she's suicidal. "I'm just really hurt!" she said. "The whole situation is sick."