Lindsay Lohan is out of rehab and says she’ll never go back to the hard-partying Hollywood lifestyle she once lived.
The 21-year-old actress left the exclusive Cirque Lodge Treatment Center in Utah this week and settled back into Los Angeles, but she told OK! magazine she won’t be in Hollywood for long.
"I'm going back to shoot ‘Dare to Love Me,’ but I plan on returning to Utah so I can stay focused and avoid other distractions,” she revealed. But she admitted that she fears a relapse, saying, “Temptation is always there. But now I’ll avoid it the right way.”
Lindsay spent nearly two months in Utah after two DUI arrests this summer. She called her life “completely unmanageable” from her addiction to alcohol and drugs and promptly entered treatment.
"I hit rock bottom," she confessed. "Everything in my life came to a point where I had to make a decision.”
She calls her time in rehab “a sobering experience. It made me look at myself and all the people, places and things in my life in a different way."
Though she reunited with her estranged father Michael, Lindsay said the feuding between Michael and mom Dina still hurts.
“I wish it would stop,” she admitted. “It hurts when two people you love argue with one another. I don't think any child wants to see their parents argue or see their family fall apart… Unfortunately, it happens, and when it does, they should do it with as little effect on their children as possible."
Lindsay also tells In Touch Magazine that she found love in rehab with 25-year-old snowboarder Riley Giles.
In addition, she's swearing she’ll get her once-promising career back on track.
“I’m here to stay,” she insists. “My talent is a gift and I’m going to use it.”